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The pain, the pain...
17:16 Mar 28 2009
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AAAAARRRRGGGGHHH!!!! OUCH! GODDAMMIT!!!





I will stay inside and keep away from people, since I may kill someone.









cramps.

Lessons in Life that Many of Us Forget...
23:28 Mar 26 2009
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This is directed at all drama ghouls, but is applicable to us all:

All I Really Need to Know I Learned in Kindergarten

All I really need to know about how to live and what to do and how to be I learned in kindergarten. Wisdom was not at the top of the graduate-school mountain, but there in the sandpile and Sunday School. These are the things I learned ▀ Share everything. Play fair. Don't hit people. Put things back where you found them. Clean up your own mess. Don't take things that aren't yours. Say you're sorry when you hurt somebody. Wash your hands before you eat. Flush. Warm cookies and cold milk are good for you. Live a balanced life -- learn some and think some and draw and point and sing and dance and play and work every day some. ▀ Take a nap every afternoon. ▀ When you go out into the world, watch out for traffic, hold hands and stick together. ▀ Be aware of wonder. Remember the little seed in the Styrofoam cup: The roots go down and the plant goes up and nobody really knows how or why; but we are all like that. ▀ Goldfish and hamsters and white mice and even the little seed in the Styrofoam cup -- they all die. So do we. ▀ And then remember the Dick-and-Jane books and the first word you learned -- the biggest word of all -- LOOK. ▀ Everything you need to know is in there somewhere . The Golden Rule and love and basic sanitation. Ecology and politics and equality and sane living. ▀ Take any one of those items and extrapolate it into sophisticated adult terms and apply it to your family life or your work or your government or your world and it holds true and clear and firm. Think what a better world it would be if we all -- the whole world -- had cookies and milk about 3 o'clock every afternoon and then lay down with our blankies for a nap. Or if all governments had as a basic policy to always put things back where they found them and to clean up their own mess. ▀ And its still true, no matter how old you are -- when you go out into the world, its best to hold hands and stick together.



By Robert Fulgham

good riddance...LOL!
23:08 Mar 24 2009
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Seeing that the Nightshit isn't around anymore, no need for me to keep this in my profile...however, should he rear his ugly head, it's back in my profile:

This ass is staying here for posterity. Also goes by the name NightsDhampir...and WarlockV too...and XNightsideX...I swear - he's "The Thing That Wouldn't Die"

(You know what? I bet that he is really a hunchbacked, one-eyed Igor jacking off in front of his computer

One whole year.
02:19 Mar 22 2009
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Today marks the one-year anniversary of being without a damn job. In the beginning I was so confident in getting a new job ASAP; now, I'm second-guessing everything. I don't even know what the hell I'm doing anymore.

Whoa...!
03:58 Mar 21 2009
Times Read: 1,504

This was so cool that I stole it from KK's journal to have for myself...LOL!

WTF?
22:32 Mar 20 2009
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Okay - I have got to get this off of my chest...A friend here deleted me from his friends' list - and I think I know the petty reason why...



About two nights ago, I was logged on, but I didn't do much. My monitor has bouts of insanity in which it partially or totally blacks out on me. Most of my friends here are aware of this problem - including the one who deleted me.

While I was on that night, I was basically waiting around for the damn monitor to light up - it did partially for a few minutes. I recognized who was on, and tried to say hi to my few chatty friends here before I had another black-out. I noticed the next day (with a partially lit monitor) that I never got a message back from this particular 'friend' and he dumped me from his friends' list.

All I can say to him is that I'm sorry if you thought that I was ignoring you; I'm also sorry that you can be so petty when you know about my computer - I only bitched about the monitor at least a dozen times! Apparently, I didn't 'jump' fast enough to say hi (Like he couldn't do the same).

Whatever...have a nice life. And good luck too on finding a new job.



Peace out.

Coexist.
03:49 Mar 19 2009
Times Read: 1,562

I saw this on someone's profile - love it!

Relief...
20:56 Mar 16 2009
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Well, the funeral for my dad was rather upbeat...which was what everyone needed. And everyone behaved at the service and at my dad's widow's house, which was a great relief! (My sister and I thought that one of my brothers would start some shit with the widow, as they can't stand each other, but they were all hugs and kisses)...

We got in at the service right when they were starting...apparently, many of the people there had no idea who we were, and were curious as to why we took up the second row in the family section...well, it's not like our lil' family does things together, ya' know? (Not very close). Anyway, we kinda' stood out from the rest of the family and the congregation, since the majority of them are from West Africa, and the bunch of us were light, bright, and damn near white. It was kinda' funny...which is why we were swarmed by everyone when the service was completed. A lot of the folks had no idea that my dad had a previous marriage and two other daughters.

And they seemed surprised to see how well my mom and the widow got along...which wasn't always the case, as the widow use to think that my mom wanted my dad back...NOT! (Mom had to keep reminding her over the years that she left him - not the other way around)!



Well, for whatever I and my sister may think of our dad, he was truly beloved by the people at the service and at his widow's house, so I guess he atoned for something.

WTF?
15:09 Mar 13 2009
Times Read: 1,594

Yesterday was wierd - I saw Rachel - LDR - online yesterday, and said hello:





Message To: XxLDRxX



Hi Rachel!



I hope you and the new coven are well...please tell everyone there hello for me? I'm not sure how long my monitor will stay properly lit, so I guess I should try to rate as much as I can...plus, after tonight, I probably won't be on until after Sunday.

Thank you again for your kind words regarding my dad (The funeral is on Saturday - I just want to get it over with)...



Take care!





I thought that she'd reply, as she usually does. She was on for most of the evening...totally ignored me. I figured that she must have been pretty busy with her new coven and all, so I didn't think much else on it...but then later, I noticed that my journal count and friend count dropped by one (Easy to notice - it's not like I have hundreds of people on any of my lists here)...anyway, I took a look and saw that she dumped my ass. At first I thought that it was because she changed her name and lost her friends' list in doing so? Or maybe I didn't move fast enough to her coven, which made her angry? The wierd thing is - I was thinking about coming over. I just wanted to take some time and be tactful about it, as my new coven - Existere - has been very nice...it would have been rude of me to just up and leave abruptly. And I didn't want to make any moves until after my dad's funeral this weekend.

I don't know exactly what I did to piss LDR off, as I am guessing here. I'll just leave it alone. There are really no hard feelings from me - I'm more curious as to why this happened. And I certainly won't bother Rach about it - I wish her and her coven well.



Peace out.

Will be off for awhile...
23:19 Mar 03 2009
Times Read: 1,651

Just got info from my brother that my dad died this afternoon @ 1:30 PM. He has been ill for quite some time.

I won't be on for a few days.

PRIVATE ENTRY
23:58 Mar 01 2009
Times Read: 1,659


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